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Simple Joys

 I’ve been surprised by so many moments of simple joys lately. I love that so much.  Had a pool party here this week and we won a prize :-) but the simple joy was talking to two little girls and their mom. Her and her husband own a pool business. They are so nice… one thing I like about living here is the rainbow of colors and religions and ethnicities, that it’s nice to interact with people villainize by our government and seeing that there are bad people in all groups but the majority are lovely. This is a middle eastern family, of which there are many here, and their daughters were pure joy. 7 and 9 years old but very small as their mother is very petite. Small little voices, bold, intelligent, curious, very interested in how many children we have and when they asked Josh who is his favorite friend is he replied that his sister is his favorite person. They loved that. When we were leaving they told Josh to tell his brother and sisters hi from them and to have fun with his f...

So, you guys think you want to be informed….

  This is graphic. And I mean, violently graphic. So if you want to check out that’s fine, thanks for stopping by and see you next post! So I saw this ad on YouTube that left me speechless and that’s where this begins… It was an ad for an umbrella. This guy was claiming that he made it and then he said… It’s like an abortion, if you need it you can use it and your weekend won’t be ruined. I mean….   But that’s not where this stops. I posted about this in the parenting group I’ve belonged to for 32 years. I asked what other people thought about it and...  This woman that I’ve hated for the entire 32 years, comments that she loved it. Thinks that abortion should be talked about like any other medical procedure. Ok, I’m good with that. I’m pro-choice. Ive had one, I’ve taken someone to get one. I bought my daughter plan B after she was assaulted.  I hate that women are made the villains in these discussions.  So I’m all for a more open conversation. But! Not every ...

Well, hmmmm

 I typed out an entire post about what I’ve learned but I’m not sure that I’ll post it. I’m torn I will tell you guys the topic though so that you can email me to give me your thoughts. Ps: if you haven’t gotten an email giving you my new address you can reach me at my old email for another week.  I have learned that you can in fact get late term abortions , in the US, through 40 weeks BY CHOICE… not just medical emergencies. And I was educated on how it works and it’s…… You won’t be able to un-know it. So, think about that.  I’ll write asap. Me

Hmmm, weird..

 I’m not going to talk today about the awful thing I’ve just recently learned. You’re happy. Believe me. Instead, I haven’t done this in awhile so here goes Things about me! 1) I love candles that smell like pipe tobacco  2) I’m not sure that I’m a Christian anymore. Not the Christian that exists today. Or really, have they ever behaved like Christ? The Crusades anyone?  3) my favorite stone is Lapis Lazuli 4) I was once unfortunate enough to be engaged to a man who is 20 years older than me which means that today he is SEVENTY EIGHT. Got damn, can you process that? Me either. In the end, I dodged a full on bullet. 5) I love new socks  6) I’m a shoe whore 7) The Summer of ‘69 is not about a sex position. Fight me. 8) I haven’t been able to write more than one story since my dad died. He took that with him. I hope he’s reading my best work! 9) i love black licorice. Don’t hate me. 10) I can’t listen to my AirPods and not sing or dance. Just can’t do it. So not conduci...

So…. Ya. This happened.

 I’ve had a fee messages from a some of you who watch my YouTube channel, asking questions about my last video. It’s exactly what I said it was…  Somebody who has been a subscriber for a long time did something that was gross and… wrong, to me and I had my guard down.  Two years ago he sent me two stories to read for the 31 days. I can’t remember if it was both stories or one story…. For Halloween… that included him mentioning masturbating. It was ick and I might have even removed the word but I’m not sure. He changed his user name afterwards and I didn’t realized that the person we’re gonna talk about now was the same person…, so Robb and I do a podcast on female groomers and sexual abusers. Naturally, this is a difficult topic for me but I did talk about my experience and give a number of red flags to look out for. So there’s a post, I really don’t even know if it’s a man or woman, they wrote that it was difficult to listen to, and ya, confronting issues like this shoul...

Friday

 Still listening to that IG post….❤️🥰 Hey, guys, how goes it?  I’ve been going down a rabbit hole on YouTube watching police cams and my Lord! People calm the fuck down out there!  1)If you’re resisting arrest there’s only one way that’s gonna end and being hogtied with a Silence Of The Lamb’s mask is not a good look, and we’re looking, girl! 2) peeing on a cop is gonna go one way…. It’s not good. 3) if you’re lying about what’s on your phone or computer, you’re an idiot. At some point during your questioning they are going to see it and they know that you’re a sick fuck. Ok, just stop being pervs. 4) some of you are sicker fucks than most and a surprisingly and shocking amount of women do some sick fuck stuff with their children and….. DOGS…. And then send it to other sick fucks. You’re wearing cross necklaces and flying your American flag…. What the hell is going on out there? By the way, I’m all for an instant death penalty because you can’t cure that shit.  5) d...

Can I just say….

 Hearing THAT song that you chose to put on that IG post made my heart stop. I imagine you thinking of me as he sang and the butterflies are still there after all this time. I played it over and over. Had a dream that night…. If only time had been on our side….. Thank you.😊  I have 75 bespoke orders and I finally got the balls to start telling people that they need to put down a down payment. I am enjoying this so much!!  Welp, traded out my fall winter clothes for summer and fall ( fall overlaps in the clothing department. It’s a roll of a dice because we have two or three fake falls.  I was putting away the clothes that I just don’t have enough days to wear because winter is a joke and doesn’t really start until January and I just packed all the “ hope to wear these in Colorado vibes” with them.  It’s been a dark and stormy night for about five days now so that ruins swimming. Josh and I got caught in the pool when suddenly a right proper thunderstorm came ou...