It’s Been a minute…

Let’s try Q&A again….

I got several versions of this:

I’m sorry that your post turned into a bad memory. Talk to someone if you need to. It’s ok to cry.

Those were so sweet. Thank you. It was…. Weird.

1) happy question! I know you like perfumes, have you tried the Bridgerton ones?

Omg!! I’ve bought two because I don’t think they’ll be restocked and I love it! It’s the Dearest Gentle Hydrangea Eau de Parfum. I could roll around in this. Perfection and I’ll probably need to get a few more.

2) weren’t you supposed to get your new ID? 

Got it today!!!! I believe I can fly…. Leaving on a jet plane…. Jet City Woman! 

3) How is your son… Wee One… 

So sweet that you called him that! He’s good. He spent a week with his sister in Colorado last week and he’s been good. He knows that we are a safe place for him which is what’s most important.

4) Did you have that bladder surgery?

Nope. Not gonna. The way my body reacted to the invasive test they gave me, lots of blood, clots, bits of skin from my bladder…. I’m not gonna temp fate. It took me MONTHS to heal from just that. Plus, what had been the issue seemed to resolve itself through all of that. 

5) So, do you still have secrets left? You don’t seem to know what thoughts should and should not be shared.

Ok, so we know that this is a twat. But I wanted to share their comment because I felt it should be shared, Darryl.

6) I live in Denver!! Maybe we could meet up if you move.

Are you a serial killer? 

Next!

So my daughter lives in Colorado now. She’s a warrior. 

We were looking through old pictures before she left, oh!!! Btw, I found a really really good picture of a boy on his motorcycle. I’ll add it to the next blog post. Anyway, there was a professional photo of me as a baby. Mi-ya took it, looked at me and said…. “ I don’t know if you want me to say this…” I was confused, like, are you gonna dis on that beautiful little girl?! So I told her to tell me…. She said “ Jor-y’s daughter ( whom we’ve never met and didn’t know they were pregnant until two weeks before she was born three years ago. Miya used her name but we don’t say their names. It helps to separate…) looks EXACTLY like YOU!!! I mean like twins!” 

My heart hurt. Life can be so fucked up, ya know? But, I’m doing really well despite that bullshit. I’m strong. Always have been. Always will be.

Song…Right Here Waiting by Richard Marx

Look to the moon for I am there.

Me

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