Update on my last post!

 We survived the ice storm of 2026! In fact, it was beautiful! Soooo cold! Which I love!! Lovely lovely tap snuggly and warm and time stops here during a winter storm. Everything is closed and if you’ve lived here you know that if a storm is predicted you had better go to a store and fight for things to keep you fed, watered, well taken care of, because this place goes fucking nut job!

I loved the closed down thing. We live off a major freeway that I rarely hear… I thought… but with no cars driving, all the shops on the island closed, no restaurants…. The quiet was like brain floss. I’d open my balcony door a tiny bit, open all the blinds so I could see the snow wherever I was and burry myself in jewelry making. I finished up the Zumba class bracelets, and was starting Spring and Summer jewelry. I don’t know if I’m going to continue my Etsy store because I’m getting almost all my orders from word of mouth… but, I guess I need a landing place for my jewelry to be seen. I lose money on sales on Etsy. They don’t charge enough for shipping so I cover that plus the sales from my shop go to paying my ad fees so to sell a couple here or there online does keep my ads showing. 

I had to block a guy who was harassing me over a bracelet that I’d posted on Marketplace. He kept asking me to bring it to him, which is a NO. My postings all say that there will be a public meeting here in front of the shop I live over, well, five floors over…. And that everyone will be met by my husband or son… if it is a woman, I’ll go down with them but I’m super careful about that… anyway he wouldn’t give up and then went nut job and started calling me names and being aggressive, so I blocked him…. The irony? The bracelet he wanted was an Evil Eye bracelet. Thought to protect oneself from someone who’s looking at you with bad intentions. He kept telling me in capital letters, that he needed FUCKING PROTECTION!!! Ya, Dude, take your meds. 

Leave it to me to attract a sketchy dude. 

The youngest son, my YM, and their gaming friends are going to take part in a tournament in Colorado at the end of February.  The plane tickets? $57 !!! WTF!! My husband doesn’t know if he could get off work but, I’m thinking that I want to go, not “with” them but so I can take a tour of the Denver Airport, take photos and tell all the crazy things about it for my channel! I literally don’t even need to stay the night! Cross your fingers!!!! Oh, and look up crazy things about that airport… and if I go, watch that video too, please

. Wanna know something kind of shocking in a WTF? Kind of way….. Do you know that friggin BERKLEY UNIVERSITY has a class for gamers to play against other universities from around the world? You know just by that logic that LOTS of universities have this class? WT ACTUAL FUCK? 

Had a psychiatrist appointment and spent THIRTY FIVE minutes from the jump, talking about him. For Christmas he went alone,  to New Orleans for the first time ever and called it a Ghetto 😳😳🤬 I do always say that there are two kinds of people

1) loves the history, the food, the people, the music and the fucking MAGIC of the place.

2) People who can’t feel all of the above and just think “ick.” my entire family, even my husband who doesn’t have the woo woo feelings about anything,  love it there and he thinks it’s magical. 

His CATS!!!! Dear, God, his cats!!! 

He then went to Las Vegas. He loved it. Now see, I would NOT love that. He spent $800 to see the Backstreet Boys in the sphere ….. I would like to see a concert or movie in that and then like, leave. But anyway, this was about him, not me…😂

He doesn’t drink much because he sometimes cries and tells too much about his life… My Dude! I have told some serious shit while drinking too much. I get it! You get warm and fuzzy and suddenly these are your best fucking friends in the world and you just love them so much and feel like they love you back, mostly because they’re telling you how much they love you, and then… BOOM! Suddenly it’s all… “Can I tell you a secret? Shhhhh just between us, ok, like I know I can trust you and all but just shhhh ok, guess what I did once… “ Nightmare scenario. You wake up the next day and try to drown yourself in the shower, cut an artery shaving your legs, pray for God to strike you down….

 It’s been a LONG fucking time since it has happened but I still remember that feeling! I’ll tell you the story of how I found out that I’m allergic to tequila someday.  Cringing so hard just thinking about it! 

He has no one that he can call to talk to if something is wrong. He can’t call his siblings. He doesn’t have friends that he can, and I quote, “ Tell his deepest darkest secrets too.” 

Finally he said “ Anyway, how have you been?”

I think it’s nice that he trusts me enough to talk to me. I mean, it’s probably not suggested to doctors to do that but, the guy needs an ear to listen to him. Then they doubled the amount that my office visit costs!!! Bullshit. I’m over here working my ass off as my doctor’s therapist!! I should def get a discount!

Ok, must be going.

Song: GONE GONE GONE by : David Guetta and Teddy Swims and Tones. Basically any version but I like the faster one best. So good. 

Luv,

Me


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