Cough!

 I’m feeling a little trapped. Don’t take much. Don’t walk unless absolutely necessary…..Can I tell you a secret…. You know, between us ….. I had to get some jewelry into the mail…. Did that…. Well, I got them ready to ship, husband will take them but I wasn’t just staring off at a wall seeing if some could actually cough a lung out. Hasn’t happened so far…. I also…. Snuck out of the house. Ya. A wild ride in a wheel chair ( see: Don’t walk). 

I’m a rebel!!

Speaking of that, has anyone watched the Charlie Sheen documentary? God Damn. I had to stop 3/4 of the way into the first half. Damn. I felt like it was “me” going off the rails. Just, Dude did not know how to hold his cocaine. Watch it… But actually don’t. I felt dirty. 

How am I doing? Well, I feel like a fish out of the water. Had to start a new breathing treatment BUT!! 10 days ago I was asked if I wanted to be resuscitated if I stopped breathing so, I mean, feels like a sunset compared to that. I’d also had ELEVEN I.V’s…. Over the course of my time in the hospital so…. That’s not happening anymore!!! Bonus! Baby steps! Just keep sending me those encouraging messages. They help a lot. 

Sleep tight song! 

LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE by: Jason Chen 



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