Can I just say….

 Hearing THAT song that you chose to put on that IG post made my heart stop. I imagine you thinking of me as he sang and the butterflies are still there after all this time. I played it over and over. Had a dream that night…. If only time had been on our side…..

Thank you.😊 

I have 75 bespoke orders and I finally got the balls to start telling people that they need to put down a down payment. I am enjoying this so much!! 

Welp, traded out my fall winter clothes for summer and fall ( fall overlaps in the clothing department. It’s a roll of a dice because we have two or three fake falls. 

I was putting away the clothes that I just don’t have enough days to wear because winter is a joke and doesn’t really start until January and I just packed all the “ hope to wear these in Colorado vibes” with them. 

It’s been a dark and stormy night for about five days now so that ruins swimming. Josh and I got caught in the pool when suddenly a right proper thunderstorm came out of nowhere. Anyone else notice that since that department was defunded that the forecast is all fucked up? I should just go by how my left knee started feeling ( surgery at 15) because I can now predict the weather with it… isn’t aging just a fucking laugh a minute? I always try and trim some clothes out. I told te husband that if I didn’t look like a  cool as sexy hippie or a sexy dark mystery( very specific and quirky) then it was being pitched out. 😎💃👠🕶️👓🌂🌸🌙⚜️

And because I can be shallow as fuck… I’m Counting down the days until Big Brother :-)

Last thing… every woman needs a gay best friend, I mean I don’t have one but Robb is pretty fucking good at being my cheerleader and closest thing to one! I got my haircut last week and went for an undercut which is stylist talk for shaving the side and back to a fuzzy little velvety bit of super short hair, leaving it longer on top…. 

1) I asked my husband what he thought 

Him: if you like it that’s all that matters.

Me: do I look more lesbian??

Him: Was that the look you were going for?

2) I sent a photo to Robb and I wish I could play his voice message to you! Because it went like this…

Holy Fuck! You look so stunning! You’re strait up balling it! Mmmmmm…. Very beautiful. Love it. Reminds me of Pink and it fucking suits you! Hell ya! Fucking right!

I played it five times to my husband, you bet your ass I did! The stark difference was so funny that we laughed until our eyes watered! Then husband..

“ Obviously I love it and also I need to kick those compliments up to a whole new level!”

Me: you mean from off the floor?😂

I love it. Oh! And my new nails and  did get an “oh! Witchy!” From them both 🥰😎

Have to run…. Oh, if you haven’t been watching Widow’s Bay, try it, I like it very much!

Song Run To You by THEE Bryan Adams ❤️😍

Feel a swarm breeze touching your face? That will be me.

Tracylynn



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