Hello!!!

 How’s everyone doing? I’m good. I’m selling items every day and doing more and more bespoke pieces and I love the ones whose directions are a basic idea along with “ you do you” I love that they trust me and my creativity.

 I have a bespoke rosary. That makes me super nervous! It’s out of my box and they need to be specifically made to pray the rosary so it’s 59 beads, three beads, a knot, another bead, a knot, etc…. I called Robb to get the lowdown since he’s Catholic and owns a collection of rosaries. So I’ve ordered hand blown teal glass beads( which he asked for, the teal I mean, but the quality needs to be really good so, hand blown,) a sterling silver cross with the body of Christ on it, they don’t want the cross to have square edges so that makes it a) harder to find, so B) more expensive , carved wood olive tree beads from Jerusalem. I have to get a silver pendant with either Mary or a saint, he’s not sure which he wants, I gave him a list of the costs ahead of ordering so he’ll have skin in the game and go through with the purchase which will be close to $200, Robb says that’s a good price for the quality and what he’s paid for his. I’m worried that I’ll blow it! I suppose I am because for me it doesn’t mean anything but to a catholic it’s extremely important and if dropped on the floor many people will destroy it so…

Did I just bore the hell out of you? I’ve also sold all the vintage items that I picked up at an antique store AND a UK policeman’s royal army helmet and another policeman hat and a beret that was warn by a royal marine who landed on the beaches of Normandy and I hadn’t even listed anything besides the first helmet but she asked if I had more stuff and, I did! Go me! Believe me when I tell you that something from the Beaches at Normandy invasion costs a LOT of money, I got it for free… long story.

It’s going to be in the mid 80’s this week which makes me think… Oh, that’s not warm enough. I’m acclimated. My Mi-ya is still wearing hoodies and it snowed last week. My jealousy is in full motion!!! She’s bummed that she wast here for tornado season because she likes the thunder storms…. I can absolutely NOT get my mind around that! The season ends in June. Thank Baby Jesus!

We’re putting feeler’s out in August for a job in Colorado. Ideally we want to live in downtown Denver, we like having a locked building, elevators and a parking garage for tenants…. But, we are willing to look wherever we’d decide to go and not have Denver written in stone. I loathe moving. I mean, fucking hate it!! Should we stay here and just visit? Not sure… I also hate living here, I mean, where we live is gorgeous and green with big trees and I like that, I love living on our island, LOVE IT! But I also want to wear a hoodie or sweater more than once. Plus, snow, plus rivers that aren’t red, plus MOUNTAINS! 

My anxiety is lifting some. That’s good news. 

I wonder, does a boy want to put up a photo?

Have to go, it’s late and I’m working on my penny art project. I’ll show pics when it’s done. They make me happy. 

Song: Lose Control by Teddy Swims

Turn it UP and pretend that the passenger seat is all the way back and your ear is next to the speaker in a red car with a vanilla air freshener hanging off the rear view…FEEL it.

Night luvs 

Look at the Blue Noon. That’s where you’ll find me. 

Tracylynn

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