That Girl

 So a couple things to catch up on…. According to my psychiatrist…. I HAVE AUTISM. Seriously. Low in the spectrum… I was going to say “obviously” but who know! lol! Those quirky things I do like drawing words on my thumb, patting my chest when I’m stressed, noises totally sucking! Light… I hate light…like a bright room. Hate it, always have. The part where I live at night…which, frankly, in my two semester psychology experience, has more to do with my anxiety but apparently really bad anxiety can be …. Autism? The part where I can’t watch an action movie full on… meaning that I watch the background of a movie. I’m your man if you want to know about errors in the background that fuck with the continuity. Missing glass? I notice! Chair is gone, saw that! And that’s always been the case, you know, back when not everybody had a diagnosis, we just managed. It has done zero to change my life so… Speaking of my psychiatrist, he’s a Gen z who is very comfortable being weirder than I am yet...

 So Josh was staying with his sisters for 10 days. The YM has a long distance boyfriend who’s on break from Berkeley so he’s over here for a few weeks. Joshua, Miya , boyfriend have a large friend group that streams vid games and they all met up in Dallas to do some live stream content and participate in a regional championship…. Ok… who cares…. Next So the husband and I decide to go to this AMAZING “spa” that has soaking pools with the mineral composition from bodies of water from around the world. It’s beautiful. It’s heaven. The city of Plano lights up and the view is stunning. They have fire pits, drink stations with water infused with minerals and electrolytes all filtered through coconut. They have the Dead Sea… which is a fucking trip because it looks like a clear beautiful pool but if you try to swim in it… well, it fights back! It’s supports your body so well that it feels like you’ll drift away. I did a cold plunge… TWICE!!!! It felt amazing!!! Nobody else would do it!!! ...

 Love it in Texas. Nothing better than tornado warnings.  This week we’re going to WorldSprings which I’m so excited ! I’m not sure where they have other ones but the thing is that they recreate famous bodies of water from around the world that are known for their health properties plus cold plunges and also a pool. I’m gonna fishy fishy all the day long, well, you book for three hours but if we love it we’re gonna go for six. My bar is so low but with my PMR I’ve read that this is so good for your body including your endocrine system which is king of Autoimmune diseases. They have the Dead Sea!! Floaty!! I forgot in my last vlog that I whacked my hair off and LOVE it! First, Texas is hot AF, also it’s so easy to style. Walked into the AVEDA salon on my island and came out a whole new kind of sassy!!!! People comment it all the time and also ask if it’s colored the way it is because by my ears is white white! Omg, I love it!!! Women are so jealous!  My mother in law died ...

 So, hopefully most of  everyone got my email. If not, I’m starting from scratch. Hi. It’s been a minute! Like, I’m a year older. There’s so much to catch up on that I don’t know where to start….  Let’s get this out of the way. No, I have not spoken with my children. OM got divorced. Instead of going back to her maiden name she made up a last name based on a…. Wait for it…. Disney move. Went to court and now that’s her last name. So, that was a little jarring. I got that news from Joshua while I was getting my nails done. Fun! I actually did speak to ym for a hot minute last month. My car was totaled by a hail storm. We still had it at her house in a different city so we did have to have contact. That went fine but no movement forward. So, ya. That’s that. Let’s see….. last year I was diagnosed with PMR polymyalgia rheumatica. It’s an autoimmune thing that basically paralyzes you. I had to wait … EIGHT months to see a specialist who wanted to put me on steroids for the re...